Again, Pinterest has changed my perspective. I have a board dedicated to "Because" this is where I put those pins that mean something to me, but I really do not want the world of pinners to know they mean something. Thus the label. But better than pinning, I get to read at will all of the pins from the pinners I follow, the popular tab and the everything tab. I can mentally translate those saying, pictures and attitudes to myself and my life.
With all of this weighing heavily on my mind: the wedding, the 30 lbs, the pins, the dress and again the 30 lbs; I hired a personal trainer. Oh my, that was a hard thing to swallow. Me--needing someone to push me around and make me hurt myself. Well let's face it if I were in charge of my workout I would contemplate and over think and become so bogged down with self doubt and exhaustion that I would never get off the couch. Except to go Pin some more on Pinterest. Now, a personal trainer pushes me to do more. She has a plan laid out and all I have to do is follow it. She takes the confusion out of the process. Do I hurt all over? Yes! Is that a good thing? Yes!. Here is the question you are all wanting to have answered: have I lost weight? Yes! Just over 8 lbs in 3.5 weeks. And that is through a work trip to San Diego and the Christmas holidays. So, I am excited. It is not easy. But, I will continue and keep you updated on progress.